I didn't go to Shawn's funeral today.. I should have but I just couldn't. I couldn't face all the heartache I knew would be there... He is a hero in my eyes.. Always will be Cancer is a horrible thing.. Especially when your 37 and have two children that you have raised as a single parent for the last 5 yrs. or more...

Hank has me worried....
Jason is about to get in over his head renting a new place...
I miss Brad and his family....

I can't sleep at night then I want to sleep all day.... My life feels upside down right now....

But tomorrow is another day......Pray for Shawn's family.. His wife of only a few months Angela.. His daughter Kaitlyn and son Eric.... Teresa his mom's twin and Nana to his children who will take on the responsiblity of raising them........