Thursday, October 13, 2005
Decisions!!!
Crystal got home from the hospital. I went by to see her. She looks really worn out and tired. She was really white... Poor little girl.. God I love her soooo much.. She just has to be ok... She just has too... Vickie is worn out too... (that's her mom) It's a long haul... Wish them luck and pray that God will Bless them through this and make them stronger...
My friend called me today.. welll actually his mom called first. She was having trouble finding a lawyer. She didn't find one. Then he called he got out on bond. His mom is having to pay out the bail bondsman. I have such mixed feelings about this. I mean I have really grown close to this kid.............. But he told me he will be arrested in the next day or so also for charges in Greer county. Ok..... this is getting personal. I have no idea what for in Greer county. I'm assuming the same thing larceny and drugs. My sister's storage along with about 10 or more other peoples got broken into recently. She got a rocker stolen that her first husband bought her when she was preg with her first child. The rocker was an antique and she has had it for almost 40 yrs. Why would someone do those things??? Was it my friend? If so how do I really feel about him now? Where is my loyalty at with my sister if I befriend someone who possibly stole .. maybe not from her but from someone.... But where is my Christianity at if I turn my back on a friend in trouble. Could I be the turning point that could possibly show his the Way of the Lord and him turn his life around..??????? I have always wanted to be a counselor in a drug and rehab center for teens............ If I turn my back on him.. what kind of person am I .. I surely wouldn't be fit for the job I feel is part of a calling from God.... But if I defend him and stick by him what am I saying to others and to my sister???????????
My middle son is preaching tonight.... Maybe God has a message for me from someone that is so much like me and yet so different from me... An answer to this fence I am riding.. Do I support a friend or not? I have already told him I don't agree with it.. and how wrong I think he was for this................................ But do you kick a man when he is down or do you reach down and help to pull him out of the mess????
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