Monday!!!

Hey MONDAY is over.. It's smooth sailing now huh??

Brad is here.. well he is in and out.. He is hunting early and late and plowing for his father in law between..I can't remember when it was just Me, Henry and Brad... of course they watched speed and outdoor channel.. talked tournament and racing.. It was nice to hear them.. I miss my boys... I'm not sure I know how to NOT be a MOM.... I know I don't want to unlearn what I know or stop being a mom... I just miss my babies, my teenagers and my young men... They are and will always be my world!!

Today I was in the hall at school. A lady that we had her kids in custody came up to me all upset.. Seems her boyfriend's ex-girlfriend is trying to start trouble with her.. She thinks the woman is going to tell lies on her. The woman I was talking to just got her kids back last week.. She wanted me to call work and tell them if someone calls in a complaint about how she is treating her kids not to listen to them.. It's the other woman trying to cause trouble..(and how do I know that??? ) I was embarrassed.. It wasn't the time or the place to have a grouch session about what I needed to do so she doesn't loose her kids again... I just gave her a hug and said.. If your not doing anything wrong.. Don't worry about it... The allegations won't stick... But is that true.?? Sometimes do parents get bummed wrapped for charges that they are abusing their kids.. When really they are just trying to be good parents.... Probably... sometimes.... BUT... It's hard to be a good parent.. and even harder to prove yourself after you have messed up.... I can't give that woman advice.. I'm not perfect or anywhere close to being the perfect Mom.... I do know one thing though.. if some man...(who isn't even her babies dad.. and I mean babies.. twins not even 2 and a little girl barely 3) anyway.. if that man was making me in jeopardy of loosing my kids (yet again) I would tell him and his EX to hit the road... I would worry about my kids not some jealous maniac and her lover.!!! Priorities... Sometimes that is the problem.!!

Where are our priorities?? Think about it.. what do you spend the most time doing or worrying about.. is it what you should be doing or are you just wasting time and money when you should be worrying about something that will matter .... I had a friend tell me once.. will it matter tomorrow, next week, next month, next year.?? If it will matter in five years then it's worth worrying about.. if not don't waist the time on it or on trying to change it.. it won't matter if you do or not...!! Think about it..!!

Crystal went today to have some of her tests redone.. She had a CAT scan, chest X-Rays, the gallium put in for that test to be done on Thursday... Blood work.. stuff like that.. I just know she is going to get a good report... I can feel it.. I just know the tumor is shrinking.... She had blood on Friday.. She says she is feeling so much better now... God is a good and just God.. He has his reasons for everything... WE don't always know what they are..but he won't give us anything we can't handle......... Crystal is a strong little girl.. She will be wise way beyond her years when she beats this thing called.. CANCER... Hodgkin's Lymphoma............

I remember the first time I ever heard of Hodgkin's Lymphoma... I thought of yeah.. hummm what is that.... but I didn't really understand what it was............. I will never hear those words again without a knot in my stomach and an alarm going off in my head...

Life is precious... Don't waist a minute.. Hug your kids.. Let them KNOW you love them... Teach them right from wrong so you never have to worry about if they got Cancer where would their hearts be... KNOW they love God as much as you do.. and if you don't KNOW God.. then get on your knees.. IT"S WAY PAST TIME!!!!!!!!!~~~~